| So, I was reading some of my subscribed blogs, and found emo blogs, love blogs, some rant blogs and then some friendship blogs. Well, I find that boring, because they are all always about the same stuff. 1 year ago, you had lots of hearts in your blog, now you still have many hearts in your blog. 1 year ago, you were crying about breaking up, today, still crying about break up, only 2nd time. LOL. anyways, I'm gonna dare to be different, and have a blog not about relationships or love, or whatever.
Well, I actually DO blog a lot, just not in xanga, or myspace or any other popular sites. It's to avoid ppl, cuz some people are very mo liu (like me) who will actually read your blogs from 1st word to last. Well, not really like me, since I only read the 1st and the last word, the middle is like TL;DR =)
Also, my blogs dont have any special things like bolded dates or italicized feelings or underlined words, because that takes too much work. If i'm too lazy to turn on the heater right behind me while I'm freezing like a penguin, I'm not going to bold and italicize special words. Too much work.
Anyways, blog. I'm gonna blog about my hamster. I never really talked about him. I mean, he doesn't even have a stable name. Initially I named him Lambo, after a really cute manga character; then SOMEONE said it was a stupid name. Heck, everything I say is stupid to her. Anyways, so someone told me to name him Karen, cuz he looks really stupid. That name was very hard to deny, but no one hopes for their pet to be stupid. My sister said name him lor lor, cuz his lor yau (butt in canto) is really big.
I'm a really insecure person, I really am. A lot of times, in the morning, I walk out of my room and don't see him running his wheel, my heart beats fast. Two years ago, before christmas, I walked up to my old hamster (Marshy)'s cage and gave him a poke, but it was a really hard corpse. Well, that certainly left a lasting image. That's why I always check on my hamster now, I'm so afraid that he will just drop dead one day, even though you know it's coming soon. Hamster is almost a year old, I know they only live for a year, yet I hope he is the one that lives for 1.5 years. of course, my wishes never come true.
I don't know if he hates me or likes me, but it seems like he can only poop when I'm holding him. When I hold him, he stays still for a lil bit, and takes his time getting comfortable before his toilet session. When others hold him, he keeps running away. I always thought of this as his way of telling me I'm his owner. I don't spend much time with him, he spends most of his time lying around in his hut, it feels as if it's another me.
He's also a very picky eater, I mean, there's this generic hamster food, and he picks out all the expensive parts to eat, and the rest he leaves in the bowl. I hate that, because it makes me have to buy so much more hamster food, but at the same time, I don't mind it, because its for him.
There are a million things I can talk about him, but I don't really feel like it anymore. Feels so unnatural blogging on xanga now, weird.
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